| Who Ever Said Sanity Is Relative.........? (Never Said; Relative To What?) |
[17 Jan 2010|03:57pm] |
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 There's noone to talk to here. |
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It's been a long time since
I came here....and I think
I know why....
When ever I do a random search
of the "inmates" here, most of
them are either selling crap,
or is a role player.....
W.T.F?
That was NOT why I came here
after the sinking of G.J.....
Oh well, what ya gonna do eh?
Time to rethink comming here
I guess.....
Later,
I.V.
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| Wow, I Last Updated In February?! |
[19 May 2009|12:19am] |
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 It suddenly got late on me.... |
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I Want It All Back; Yoko Kanno. |
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It's crazy how things can change
when you give up all hope of things
ever changing for the better again.
...
Or, something like that.
So the short version; I got a job.
The slightly longer version; the temp
agency I found myself joining actually
started to come up with jobs. It was
odd at first, but it got better. Then
one day, I got a call concerning the
Holy Grail of temp positions.....a
full time job.
Things since then have been strange,
odd, and normal...not always in that
order either. The pay is good, and
because of the job I was finally able
to pay off all my outstanding debts.
Now is only I had a GF to talk to,
instead of myself. Oh well, maybe
someday........
Take care, take you meds, and
type you later...
I.V.
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| *Yawnnnn* It's Beens A Long Day/Morning...... |
[16 Feb 2009|04:08am] |
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mood |
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 are you *hic* talkin to me?... |
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Sew, I hope today started out the
same for you, as it did for me....
And by that, I mean....with a bottle
of beer and a side of clamotoe.
...
What can I say, sometimes, I revert.
Anyhue, as I sit here and look at my
near empty bottle of beer...or as they
say in Quebec, biere, I can only hope
that your spelling hasn't suffered as
much as mein has.......cause, trust me,
right now...for every letter I type that
is in the right, I fuck up three times.....
Needless to say, I have decided it is better
that I quit now, rather then dig myself deeper..
SO, take care, don't pick at it, and
remember...
..it isn' what you do that counts,
it's why you did it......
I.V.
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| Things Can Change When You Look Away..... |
[30 Nov 2008|10:22pm] |
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mood |
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 Is this a feeling of optimism? |
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Last time I was here, I was feeling
introspective and lost...then, not
to long after that, things changed.
Now, I have a new job and instead of
looking grim the future once again looks
bright, with a new chapter about to be
written. What else are new years for?
Unfortunately I have not been able to
keep in touch with the various places
I leave my thoughts in, but such is
life......or, at least now I have the
makings of one.
So, till next time I get back here,
take care, Merry X-Mas, and I hope
you have a happy new year.
I.V.
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| Thoughts Whisper In One Ear....(And Out The Other....) |
[01 Aug 2008|09:52pm] |
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Thinking out loud |
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music |
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Rain; Yoko Kano |
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At night when the lights are dim, and
the mood is right......it's as if the
very thoughts themselves take shape.
....It Happens
Darkness creeps along
the ground
rises up between
the blades of grass
mixes with the air
and works its
way into us
Sounds mingle
with each other
blend to become
one sustained note
that hovers
over everything
becoming white noise
As the world turns
things that stay
the same
change direction
meet the rays of
the sun
and are washed clean
Again....
Watching the shadows drift across the
walls, I think about smokey rooms, and
hushed conversations. Words that drift
like the final notes of a song being
played in the next room; indistinct
and then only a memory.
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| I Need More Icons....... |
[24 Jul 2008|10:35pm] |
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mood |
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My feet hurt........ |
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music |
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Rain; Yoko Kano |
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A new start + same person = ?
I wonder. Then again, I wonder
about alot these days.
Where is it I want to go here?
What will I say, when I've already
said soo much els where?
Why should I try to start over in
a new place, much like the old?
Sometimes it doesn't pay to ask
too many questions. Sometimes it's
better to just do something, and
worry about the content later....
Sometimes, it's not what, but where
you write it that counts.
Anyway, this is NOT the reason I
came here to update. But, I DID
over think it, and now....this.
Next time I'll write something else
and see where that goes, but until
then, I hope everyone receives the
help they need/deserve/want.
Good day, good knight, till later.
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| It Seemed Like A Good Idea At The Time. |
[03 Jun 2008|11:44pm] |
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I don't like change........... |
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It An't Over Till It's Over, Lenny Kravits. |
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Maybe the nay-sayers in L.J had a point.
Maybe G.J was too good a thing to last.....
Either way, I can't help but feel sad,
the dream is over.
If you go to G.J now, the entries are
still there, but nothing else works.
No updating, no comments, and it looks
like no icons either.
It's too bad......I like it there.
Or, maybe I should say, I liked
it there.
Bummer.
Oh well, out with the old, and in
the with the new?
Well, I'm here aren't I?
Yes, yes I am.
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| Another Day In The Life....... |
[24 Apr 2008|11:24pm] |
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mood |
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Looking forward to the future. |
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music |
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Happy Happy, Joy Joy; Ren and Stimpy |
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The wheel of life continues to roll along
and in the heavens the stars glow upon us
and still don't care, or know what's going
on down here on planet Earth.
As I drift from thought to random thought
there always seems to be something out there,
just beyond my reach. Sorta like that word
you can't quiet seem to be able to remember
or that persons name that just seems to
escape you when you need it most.
Recently I've decided that it might be time
to start placing my thoughts in another venu.
Also, I think it's time for a change.
Sooo, with that in mind, here I am, new journal,
new beginning.
If all goes according to plan, this could be
the beginning of a beautiful friendship....lol.
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| New Begginings....(Again) |
[05 Feb 2008|11:55pm] |
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mood |
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 Must change mood thing........ |
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music |
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Just the T.V. in the background. |
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This is only a test.
More information as
it becomes available.
I.V.
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